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It was snowing again (was enjoying the snows fall thru the glass wall in the dinning room as i blog) after a rain wash overnight which wash away most of the snows which is almost 5 inches thick yesterday... it was fun to have snowball fight with the boys... 3 versus 1 (me)... :P so unfair right but i guess i manage to make some really good attack... continues close combat snow war :P i think i was acting like a robot grabing snow down, throw in front, grab down, throw in front... i think i did this continuesly till i lost my breath...haha...nice one. Total workout and fun too. Manage to make a really huge snowman with H** and i mean big is really big... taller than H**... 120cm maybe? plus and minus around that height. Now it really feels like Christmas as there is lots of snows although they are like "Now you see it, Now you dont" thingy... snow can form overnight and also can be wash away overnight. Guess this is the nature flow. Things come and go... ok not going to too sentimental talking now... just has this kinda of feelings...

Have u ever feel like lost in some point of your life? U not longer know what is next for u. U not longer plan for the day ahead. U just live like everyday... the day next and the day next after... maybe im affected by this "being indoor" syndrom... is not longer fun to be walking ard the city and get wet and cold...day was not longer the same as u cant difference when is day and night...is this what the claim to be the dark month of Finland? Maybe... i hope im not so serious >P neh... just kidding...no worries...im all fine with chocolate and long drinks by myside... and of course with good companions like the families, friends and most important Blue shine in my sky ^^